Here, is where I lost my sense of self All the hours frozen in time Slumber in the warm basket of loneliness Denial of the frailest caress Frozen in these shallow branches As the roots lay dormant Reflected in all that makes me anxious Time can’t end this torment Light, my salvation at sight Turn my wrongs into right I die, and we are free This is the key, just be Eyes, rolling back towards the mind It knows there’s no time We will live beyond our death With every breath, the path is set As the cracks grow ever open As the light floods all that is Birth and death here in this moment Every mountain, an abyss Light, help our bodies recite Words of no-mind We return to the one source Our only cause, just be Eyes, see through outer disguise Set sights to new heights Heavensent, with hellish breath In every step, truth realized

In emancipation, we strive to lead ourselves Out of chaos, out of mind Then through the back door again Seeping in, poisoning the well As our desire for a horizon grows May we walk the path of no resistance Rectifiers, reverberators Footprints fade in the snow We painters, teachers and cravers Design oblivion as we go This journey, this journey sheds our skin Releases blood unto the world Come crawling under thought Of reenacting past events In an endless dream of conscience These footprints are not ours The past has catched up A sign of cognitive dissonance A plea for the smallest hint of resonance Sunspots is all we see The beast's hyde is too thick Every day closer to the inside Until being is forced to no longer hide Minds are melted in the process We are not victims Our cause is non-existant For here we are and now it's all we have A blink of an eye In this moment we die It's in the bright lights - ahead It's in the imminent - crash It's the dust under your - bed Infused with your - - ashes - - The notion that entertains Always pertains to past and future Now we suture up the wounds Back from the time we left the womb Yet in the plain light of day Your own death paves the way All is shattered in the air Sidewalks brimming with every care I am that I am Forget ours lives in past pretenses Stop forging futures far ahead The pain, the sorrow, the promise of a better tomorrow Never comes because now is the only thing that is

Through realms of endless terror We come into existence Conquering soil and sea Sowing seeds of adversity Hatred abound No sympathy to be found Only in dreams does justice come divine Deep in the opaque of the sleepless night See pain, be pain Know it to be true Linger into this cesspool But truth revealed, it is not you In so much vast terrain, on one foot too deep We find the others, not the selves Once one, now fragments of the past left undone Still realizing what we have become Color coded ways of life Pushing through and realizing this divide Maquiavelic torture, pleasure in denial Our saints are plastered, our demons trapped inside The pain is what keeps us alive Too afraid to stare into nothing and die Make false pretense of time Our being we choose to hide Come bearing gifts of burden Spirits reign is torn asunder All hail our lord of sin The only god we've ever seen Deep in the furnaces of men Relive all the pain we felt back then Push the splinter deep inside Reach for the pain that hides Arise, great deceiver Spur thorns in red fever Thy vessel a contrived breather

Those who decide cannot be made to make this right A drop of life So dilluted it turns to wine Intoxicating, these omens so persuasive Conquer the meaning but fail to capture the feeling Ounces of numbers keep on trouncing every trace of thunder Every crashed wave, a second more to dig the grave Just like a cell One splits into two, creating more out of the blue Speaking in numbers Crunching the same old damned events Over time, over thought Now our ambitions are wrought In requirements find compliance A soothing bath in the mist a burden, a hidrance Striving for defiance Magnetic measures Early interception begins to rape the womb Synthetic life is passed down generations This hollow body a vessel To carry our fate into the abyss Bouncing in solace A reign of new lows and dissonance Noise is above the floor All conditions ignored For to obey is to bore For lack of better guidance The axe is set to restore natural balance Air burning up the lungs From singing about heroes unsung Breathing a constant burden A reminder of state uncertain Our will to live is dead Skies are roaring in blinding red Where crows hover to decide At which of ours head to first dive May we never write above the line just scribble between them Binary rethoric lays concubines that lack coherence In bold letters and imposing appearance The virus spreads as death feeds on the rest Make no mistake about the fiendish odds at stake This game just another simple play A coinman's trade, just another endless day Stuck in the maze of rethoric haze The devil's in the details And the freedom it curtails From a single point in time To a lifetime of crime There we stood, our gazes began to brood Over one another until we understood Their lives must end before ours begin Air burning up the lungs From singing about heroes unsung Breathing a constant burden A reminder of state uncertain Our will to live is dead Skies are roaring in blinding red Where crows hover to decide At which of ours head to first dive Crosschecking references Scribbling common differences Pertaining to each and every color Painting blood black striving for honor Slumber grows old, action is new Leading our lavish tongues to speak the language of the few A fresh breath is the first and last The realization of a moment so vast Nothing short of a miracle was cast

The sun makes its way Towards the back of our minds Shining on the front view Yeah, what you see is new Crashing back and forth Between a smile and a smirk Intertwined in hearts and notes All the colours blend in awe Of a midday brush Eclipsing with your touch Now we sing Praise for the wind Our hearts laid bare This peace we share Where our bodies thrive and our souls collide The most beautiful wave of joy Now we'll need your surrender So we can light up that ember And watch you burn away The guilt of yesterday Waves brush away our past Say it wasn't meant to last The crashing is all there is Be aware of this See this – moment – in yourself Feel this – moment – in yourself Live this – moment – in yourself Now we – breath in – to ourselves With all the breaths The hands and bands Playing fiddle to the current of your heartbeat Now we sing Praise for the wind Our hearts laid bare This peace we share Where our bodies thrive and our souls collide The most beautiful wave of joy There's no second plan We're gonna paint a scene Of where we stand In the middle of the second This is life, our heart beckons We all came here for a reason Clouds roll, waves crash, what a show For all we know this is the season Where we will stay still and flow Cobbling bliss from parts dismissed Heaving ourselves to greater heights Where hearts and spades and life collide

I took a good look at the land Found your head emerging from the sand This moment, it is yours, no settling scores Now breathe and be breath Let the light diminish your sight Close your eyes, arms open wide True green prevails In the warmth of the sun Flooding everything that forgot to live Tell me, what has yet to come That in this moment cannot be done? For this moment is all we have And the time it ticks us mad So let's fall in line with the universe Unfolding into your palm What you’re feeling is the calm Welled deep down within us all Now we stand up together Resonating harmonies Recreating life forever Hand in hand we’re rooted just like trees Watch your mind reveal the I True green prevails In the warmth of the sun Flooding everything that forgot to live Tell me, what has yet to come That in this moment cannot be done? Here life flows fluidly through you In a single drop of truth There's no missing the next smile You could see it from a mile Stack the odds against your chances Place your bets in circumstances Splitting past and future time Into something we can’t deny Blessing with tough blood Dragging teeth in the mud This is where saints are made At the edge of the blade Now our light comes to show Our ambitions drown with the flow Reunite earth and sky Be the answer to every why

Come to the middle There's always room for playing second fiddle Nurturing balance By displaying power throughout the callus Towering above all towers The peaks of mountains stand so far down There's no room to hear the sound Of your concrete, meaningful existence A broken record glued beyond recognition Pieces impart your mind with proverbial partial wisdom Impaired by the blackness of this rotten hole Through which life never takes meaning, never makes you whole To follow lead at vicious speed and sign away your precious deed My alter ego is just as fickle as the first sight of the next mistress Your signal’s gone, I can't recall how to take us home Hoarding, scavenging, every attitude baffling The shiny dust of a golden painted pile of rust Looking for soul in a dark alcove so fucking cold Disgusting habits that repel brand new discoveries Spotlight shining on earthless manufactured materia Pushing the boundaries of what endless limits we can simulate A rotten core, digging for ore, a blinding need to procrastinate Signal the way, to be the most astray Lead and be lead, abortions born and bread To follow lead at vicious speed and sign away your precious deed My alter ego is just as fickle as the first sight of the next mistress I am that I am Stimulate growth of endless abundance, life's hidden redundancy Immortals stand above the rest Our deepest comments are but wounds under anesthesia A grand idea, a baseless utopia Just clog the drain And there you'll meet yourself again Everlasting action and reaction Forevermore stuck in the cycle of attraction A full-fledged war with gravity A contortionist's reality Tendons strain, eyelids pry open Heart in hands screaming to be broken The pendulum is kept swinging Head shall bow to feet And see with dead eyes the truth above There is nothing else but love

Loss for words Abhor, adore Taken aback the flow we know but choose to withstand Our eyes are lit with dim precision The world has grown Beyond our own vision These roots go as deep as your fears You stand, they move Yet the universe chose us all to become great Roman bridges Floored, we know, but rising high above the water In Limbo Beauty Arises in the Stillness of Your Presence Fill up the graves Determine your hate divinely void No use for more dirt over our collective open wound Your leaves have fallen prey to the branch Which is not content with the change The world seeks to renew its sense of earthly purpose Set sights on high Illuminate the path hidden By our redundant and ignorant sense of reason Led by a river agnostic to the cause of men Our deepest cuts shall heal us back to one again Letting live the ones who want you dead Will sweep the ashes of hollow bodies on top of your head This light makes our might Bursting out in endless white Slowly rising to lift us all Live your death Until your first breath Wake me Now be In the stillness of our presence Hatred drowns in deep acceptance